My make believe house

I couldn't find a kitchen or a living room i loved enough....

This would be my Wes Anderson room (and by that I mean he would live there)

Focus or something like it

Awkward jessica

Over the years i've prided myself in not having cried in front of very many people and it seems that in the last year it's all caught up to me. Not only have i cried in front of lovely friends of mine but i've cried in public...the park, fridays,flame broiler etc. Not only have i cried in front of friends in public places but they've been primarily guy friends and i can only imagine the server thinking "o great he's breaking up with her and i have to serve them while she loses it."

In the end all my man friends i've cried in front of have been gracious, loving and full of comfort. So for that thank you amazing man friends.

quality time

My dad and i both have a passion for God and His great creation. It's nice to spend sometime and have a heart to heart with the wisest man i know .

Winsomelosesome

So recently I started an etsy account and here are a few shots my talented little brother took.

On prayer

I've been reading this book by Oswald Chambers "if you will ask" which has really opened my eyes to how i pray.

I normally start with asking. I believe i sound like a child always wanting for more like nothing is ever good enough never taking the time to truly thank Him but rushing through it so i can get to the part where i ask for more.

Despite my selfish mentality He is faithful. I haven't fully grasped all that I need to in this area but it's nice to know im growing. A new chapter is opened in my relationship with Jesus.Im excited.

"The basis of prayer is not what it cost us, but what it cost God to enable us to pray."

-Oswald Chambers

After last nights message at Generate I was convicted heavily on my own actions. I struggle with fully committing. I enter into things with the best intentions hopeful and zealous to "change the world" a little while into it my zeal dies. I start to question if im actually making a difference or if im needed in this campaign for peoples hearts. I start to become inward dwelling worrying about the uncomfortableness that comes with a commitment. I slowly back away hoping no one notices and i can go back to living my mediocre life that i am so comfortable with. Remaining blind to the bigger problems in this world.

James 2:18 "But some will say ' you have faith; I have deeds.' Show me your faith without deeds, and I will show you my faith by what I do."

I need to live more selflessly